current ponderings

blog sounds like bog. really it does. clog plus bog equals blog... and my blogs will probably bring out this meaning! its the first time i'm ever writing one and the human mind as usual searches for some form of introduction... but i'm not gonna give any. to whom anyway.
its always difficult to start so lets just pretend we're always in the middle
emotions r such funny things. you can't exactly share them but you cant very well hide them inside. they tend to find ways to pour out of ur overfull head or heart. the saving grace ofcourse tends to be the valuable lack of perception in people around you. but what do you do when and if you find someone that finally notices everything and knows everything and someone you just cant keep out. Is it wat u've always wanted... is it a true frend ..or will it actually be more of a curse than a boon. thats the question of life i'm trying to figure out rite now. think about it. and considering i've never solved any of my questions in life till date.... i'm very hopeful!