Wanna make frendships?
A brief stint at Orkut reminded me of the 'wanna make frendships' and 'care to chat' types. Oh the world is full of those... classrooms, roadside,internet and now orkut. Everywhere you go you'll find these mentally deranged guys wanting to make frendships as if it were some kind of kite making activity! I suppose its the indian version of can i buy you coffee!
Life is not so good, Exams round the corner...looming ominously. I dont mind the writing of exams themselves as much as the before or after. Sittin at home these days and very tempted to write down my daily routine but i have been warned by my good friend against writing what he calls the..'I got up in the morning brushed my teeth..'kind of blog. But monotony has hit life that hard its come down to just those things.
Hasn't been entirely monotonous at another level though there have been some downs (the compensating ups are missing i hope they come in bulk :D ). For example a friend of mine recently while pointing out good points and bad about me called me self centered and self obsessed! Shocked the speech out of me (People who know me will understand the seriousness of this expression!).
While it can be said that maybe he dint know me that well maybe he dint mean it as harshly or whatever the fact is it disturbed me a lot. Goes to show how unsure we are of ourselves and how much we depend on others however close or distant for constant approval.
Logically speaking I could invalidate what he said... but then at some corner of my heart i yet doubt myself... or do... self centered...really?? Huhh...thats a tough one... wadya think manu?..leave ur valuable inputs on this if u read.
(S if you read this- no offence...and knowing u I will assume non taken)
Stepping one level deeper....- the thirst to achieve something and the yearning for success and meaning in life has overtaken me. I believe if I dont do something about it fast it will destroy me. The simple joy of wanting something, working for it and getting results eludes me. I'm beginning to attribute it to inherent character flaws and inability and that can't be good.
But then i'm gemini and thats latin for i'm ok i'm ok ! hehehe
And last but not the least ...sum zokes...
Q: Whats the difference between a pregnant woman and a light bulb?
A: You can unscrew a light bulb
Q: What four letter word starts with F and ends with K and if a man can't get it he uses his hands?
A: Fork
Did you hear the one about the man who opened a dry-cleaning business next door to the convent?He knocked on the door and asked the Mother Superior if she had any dirty habits.
Cheers!..here's to a bad sense of humour!
Life is not so good, Exams round the corner...looming ominously. I dont mind the writing of exams themselves as much as the before or after. Sittin at home these days and very tempted to write down my daily routine but i have been warned by my good friend against writing what he calls the..'I got up in the morning brushed my teeth..'kind of blog. But monotony has hit life that hard its come down to just those things.
Hasn't been entirely monotonous at another level though there have been some downs (the compensating ups are missing i hope they come in bulk :D ). For example a friend of mine recently while pointing out good points and bad about me called me self centered and self obsessed! Shocked the speech out of me (People who know me will understand the seriousness of this expression!).
While it can be said that maybe he dint know me that well maybe he dint mean it as harshly or whatever the fact is it disturbed me a lot. Goes to show how unsure we are of ourselves and how much we depend on others however close or distant for constant approval.
Logically speaking I could invalidate what he said... but then at some corner of my heart i yet doubt myself... or do... self centered...really?? Huhh...thats a tough one... wadya think manu?..leave ur valuable inputs on this if u read.
(S if you read this- no offence...and knowing u I will assume non taken)
Stepping one level deeper....- the thirst to achieve something and the yearning for success and meaning in life has overtaken me. I believe if I dont do something about it fast it will destroy me. The simple joy of wanting something, working for it and getting results eludes me. I'm beginning to attribute it to inherent character flaws and inability and that can't be good.
But then i'm gemini and thats latin for i'm ok i'm ok ! hehehe
And last but not the least ...sum zokes...
Q: Whats the difference between a pregnant woman and a light bulb?
A: You can unscrew a light bulb
Q: What four letter word starts with F and ends with K and if a man can't get it he uses his hands?
A: Fork
Did you hear the one about the man who opened a dry-cleaning business next door to the convent?He knocked on the door and asked the Mother Superior if she had any dirty habits.
Cheers!..here's to a bad sense of humour!
posted by inconsequential at 3:50 am
2 Comments:
ahan...am da S
and c i was write when i said abt da slef centred thing--u cudnt yet come out of that me is not self centred syndrome as yet:D
and its not da can i buy u coffee ..its more like can i buy u a beer... waise wid so many software professionals more places like orkut are gonna come..des nerds also need to flirt and since they cant in real life...so be it orkut for them:)
and lookin for some gud comments on da self centred thing...:)
thanx jerks:) i hate you both. But let me let you in on an ickle secret...I'm begginin to enjoy the thot of being self obsessed...kinda cool...hehe! besides which i see the difference between self centered/selfish and self obsessesed so point well taken. i always knew u were brilliant... Its selfish that i had a problem with obsession well better with myself than anyone else!:)
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