Garble

Just indescribable vastness,
Swimming with my thoughts,
Brewing with tangled emotions
Yelling a silent scream
Searching for something from the past
Trying to change the immutable
Racing with time to reach the future
Go anywhere, somehow, just not here
The strength isn't real, but it's there
Like an illusion captured in stone
The apple which wants to be worshipped
Like the stone which wishes to be food
Captured within, taught with strain
With hope the enemy, disguised as a friend
The darkness blinds, the silence screams
But all things change in the blink of an eye
The beauty in it is the soul that dreams